Saturday, June 27, 2009 9:32 PM
know wad, its a torture not being able to slp!! yesterday after flipping for so long i could stand it so i typed out something in my phone:
' its 4+ in the morning. Havnt been able to fall aslp since i woke up a 12 yesterday. Been flippingin bed since 1 i guess. Finally understand the torture of those who have insomnia. Gotta study tomorrow cos monday is mid years but i donno how im going to since i cant get my rest, probably waste time slping in the morning. hai...dont really know why i cant fall aslp. Could be that my pillow is just so thin that i cant find a comfortable position. Or it could be that im just hungry. Maybe it could be because my mind doesnt want to shut down, keep playing scene and thinking wad i should do.
First its about work since i have been doing physics the entire day and also aother subj. Didnt realized that i was so nervouse bout mid years, probably cos i really dont wanna get retained. Really hope i can do well.
Den i thought bout her. Wonder if she knew how i felt bout her. Wonder if she is emotionally ready to reaccept another relationship, wonder how she feels bout me. Wonder if we could be together and wad my reactions will be if my fairy tale does have a happy ending. Wonder if she knows who im refering to, wonder if i can handle another rejection. Wondering....
haha, den came soccer. Still troubled by my long range passes and clearence since its a integral part of my game and i have to master it soon cant wait to get back on the pitch after mid years to prac. And there are envisions of glory which i hope to achieve with the team and the dream of being spotted to play for a team, playing professionally. Its a dream but dreams do come true, right?
lol, man i really wanna slp but i just cant go to lala land. I need help! Someone punch me and knock me out. Actually, it wouldbe scary to get punched now since im the only one in my room. My goodness, im like ranting by typing out on my phone, think im going loco! Crap, and im hungry! Curse you high metabolism and huge appetite. And im still bo liao enough to count the number of words i typed, 404 and counting. I can hear the 1st few birds waking up early birds cathces the worm, slpless ones squirm. Argh! Man i so wish i can call her to talk now but i dont call even at appropriate timings let alone at 4.50 in the morning. Hai..gotta try get some slp'
All typed out during that slpless period, went on to slp later at 5+ but woke up soon after. Gotta do work yall! stressed!
