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Friday, September 4, 2009 7:20 AM

HOLIDAY...read this, its the HOLIDAYS.

defination of holiday( students ) : to take a break after a long term of studying
( school) : a period where we bluff the the students they can take a break only to ask them back for lessons

students of some AJC have been told that the sept holidays are here. they happily made the announcement to tell the students to have a great holiday. their gift? this:

September Make up Lectures (2009)

Subject Date Time Venue
JC1 H2 Chem 07/09/09 8 am to 10 am Auditorium
JC 1 H1 Chem 07/09/09 9 am to 10 am LT 1
JC1 GP 07/09/09 11 am to 2 pm Auditorium
JC1 H2 Math (Grp B) 08/09/09 8 am to 10.30 am Auditorium
JC1 H2 Math (Grp A) 09/09/09 8 am to 10.30 am Auditorium

why cant they give us lolipops or a movie tickets. oh yea, PROMOS aka People Retain Oso Make Others Sad. wonder why they do this, no one wants to be a Zac Efron ( quote mohamad high school musical 4 : retain ). even if this is for your own good.

anyway, i donno wad im doing, im just blogging for fun cos im feeling frustrated. i wish promos come faster, i wish i know wad she is think now.but all the best to all for promos.



Thursday, July 9, 2009 6:06 AM

Man, worst time to fall sick....of all time i fell sick during the long weekend.

finally finish the dreaded exams on friday, went down to "THE CAGE" at kallang to play soccer. hmm, actually it was rather small playing area but well, after the whole month on not touching the soccerball anything will do. anyway, after that, went down to NUH to visit my granny. she just underwent a surgery to remove a stone in one of her organ...let me tell you, IT'S DIAMETER IS AS WIDE AS A 50CENT COIN!! and it is rock hard. scary, disgusting, argh...at least she is fine now. God bless!

anyway, sat went pass, sunday too, just slacking, cept that sunday was raining, it was cold, i was topless cos it was freaking hot just before the rain. think i caught a cold or something. felt feverish at night. nxt morning, youth day, went out to watch TRANSFORMERS, revenge of the fallen. honestly, it was pretty nice, the effect and all, cool! especially at the end optimus with all the new weapons, WOA, rock! Megan Fox...hee hee, need not elaborate.

so, the movie kinda made my condition worst, painstakingly went home and found my temp at 39.0 degree. argh..man it felt horrible. for that night and the nxt morning a just felt horrible, cant put it to words. anyway, saw a doc on tues and had mc till today, supposedly...but had to go bad for stupid chinese oral which i think i screwed today. stupid stupid stupid. At least im feeling btr now and can skip pe tomorrow.

just one thing weighing on my mind, i just loan my dad money, well, cant disclose the amount but can say its not little. i mean as his son i do trust him and all, thats y i loan him the money. only thing is that wad am i to do if my mum ask? i don want another cold war between them. dilema...and i don really know wad is he using the money for. Lord, help me...

i wish for the best, nothing but the best for all
& MJ you were gone too soon
& amp;maybe i shouldnt let my heart rule over me



Saturday, June 27, 2009 9:32 PM


know wad, its a torture not being able to slp!! yesterday after flipping for so long i could stand it so i typed out something in my phone:
' its 4+ in the morning. Havnt been able to fall aslp since i woke up a 12 yesterday. Been flippingin bed since 1 i guess. Finally understand the torture of those who have insomnia. Gotta study tomorrow cos monday is mid years but i donno how im going to since i cant get my rest, probably waste time slping in the morning. hai...dont really know why i cant fall aslp. Could be that my pillow is just so thin that i cant find a comfortable position. Or it could be that im just hungry. Maybe it could be because my mind doesnt want to shut down, keep playing scene and thinking wad i should do.
First its about work since i have been doing physics the entire day and also aother subj. Didnt realized that i was so nervouse bout mid years, probably cos i really dont wanna get retained. Really hope i can do well.
Den i thought bout her. Wonder if she knew how i felt bout her. Wonder if she is emotionally ready to reaccept another relationship, wonder how she feels bout me. Wonder if we could be together and wad my reactions will be if my fairy tale does have a happy ending. Wonder if she knows who im refering to, wonder if i can handle another rejection. Wondering....
haha, den came soccer. Still troubled by my long range passes and clearence since its a integral part of my game and i have to master it soon cant wait to get back on the pitch after mid years to prac. And there are envisions of glory which i hope to achieve with the team and the dream of being spotted to play for a team, playing professionally. Its a dream but dreams do come true, right?
lol, man i really wanna slp but i just cant go to lala land. I need help! Someone punch me and knock me out. Actually, it wouldbe scary to get punched now since im the only one in my room. My goodness, im like ranting by typing out on my phone, think im going loco! Crap, and im hungry! Curse you high metabolism and huge appetite. And im still bo liao enough to count the number of words i typed, 404 and counting. I can hear the 1st few birds waking up early birds cathces the worm, slpless ones squirm. Argh! Man i so wish i can call her to talk now but i dont call even at appropriate timings let alone at 4.50 in the morning. Hai..gotta try get some slp'
All typed out during that slpless period, went on to slp later at 5+ but woke up soon after. Gotta do work yall! stressed!



7:41 AM
R.I.P michael jackson. The king of pop was called back to the kingdom of God on 26/06/09.

His name was know to all, MJ's music was legendary...a true king at wad he did, entertaining.

jackson was rediculed and made fun of because of his nose surgery and rare skin disease but he preservered, it was to be his swan song in London but it wasnt meant to be. But his legacy lives on.
haha, this is a btr photo i can find of him. to be honest i find it quiet saddening that he suddenly pass on like that. i mean, i really enjoyed his music altho ppl may find him weird. songs like beat it, man in the mirror and thriller! man, its really one music genius lost in the world, cant compare him with Elvis but i think very he would take his hat off to jackson who seem to innovate and create. rest in peace MJ, you wont be forgotten.





Wednesday, June 24, 2009 9:29 AM


8 years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple
Cuz I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by
Telling myself that
I. I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So were not together
I will remember you
I will remember. you
We're a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye cuz
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that
I. I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So were not together
I will remember. you
You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you
I. I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So I. I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
We're not together I will remember
We're not together I will remember you
I will remember. you
ryan cabrera~i will remember you
2 years ago on 22 june, a kitten came to my life...a kitten called Zen. he was a little over a week old at that time, small cute little kitten, melted the heart of everyone in the family, including my dad. from then, he became family, to me to my sibling, to my parents even to the neighbours. such joy he brought. everyone called him smart cos he seem to be able to find ways out of any gap we leave at the door when we thought of punishing him. 'so smart!' everyone would exclaim, 'so brave and curious too' when he jumps up on the ledge. it ultimately caused his death as he was send plunging down 16 stories. he was a great fren, a family member to me, and he was lost just over night. i dont really know wad to say, he meant alot to me, tears barely describe the anguish i felt and i definately wasnt the only one. till this day, Zen is still sorely missed, but i will remember you....i will remember you.



Thursday, June 18, 2009 8:03 AM

its the 4th last day of the 2nd last week of the june holidays and the mid years are ever drawing closer and im still short of time to study and and and...endless ends!! argh. still got time for bowling on weds!! hai...

since im on that...^^ I LIKE TO BOWL!!! not very good at it but i enjoy seeing the pins fall! hee-
on weds was the 1st time i bowled 5 games, finger pain! results were like 123 92 134 118 and 147. i think i can do btr? but someone gotta go bowling with me again!!



well, back to reality, at least i completed 80% of my maths paper today, most can do but i do need help in some areas. i really wonder if these tests are a indication of the intelligence of someone or if they are a mere measurement of the effort put in. year in year out students are put to the test and test on how much they have absorbed in lessons taught. but the results aint always a fair reflection. i know ppl who may not be scoring as well as me acedamically but well, their minds are faster then mine in many other areas. so sometimes i wonder if these test are really worth wad they are designed for. In any case, in singapore, one can nvr survive without that cert, guess i still have to study. :(

thks for listening to my rants, i know my mood aint always at its best but thk you for being there. & let me be there when you need someone too




Tuesday, June 16, 2009 9:25 AM

well, today aint the most perfect day, actually, it didnt really go well in the beginning. i went to the library to study. On one hand to really study, on the other, hoping to catch C there. Well, i did do some work and caught C there (i was right behind you!) but she had to leave and i realised i cant do maths which i brought without a GC, i left mine at home -.-" so i made my way down to ZA's hse nearby to study instead, at least got GC. but well, with leow me and ZA, things are rather, well, counter productive, not their fault but mine, so didnt really study much when exams are coming....

well, also during this period my primary school class gathering which i was kinda looking forward to got canceled. hai...wad can i do, at least still got sec school gathering. hmm, at least cos my clique wasnt going!!! :( really thought i was gonna be bored so when it was time to leave i dragged time and played bball till my shirt was soaked den i left for seoul graden marina square. i wanted to turn back actually but i didnt want to go home, was kinda ranting to C the whole way. reached there and realised the guys ate from 5 and i was like 2 hours behind, kinda left behind to eat, lonely? well, the day only picked up after this chow came ^^ thk God!

haha, probably the one who changed my day for the better. really had alot to catch up with so much so that the rest of the gang left both of us( cos im still eating) behind to talk. The gathering didnt turn out too bad den, smiled alittle more, the day (or night?) was brighter to me. thks chow! and thks C, you were right when you said it could be good. haha

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